Wednesday, December 24

Twenty Four & Twelve

Salam...

It has been quite a long time since the last time I wrote something by myself. Occasionally I tried to search for some other mediums to express what and how I feel. Lyrics, poems and pictures are some of the means I used to replace the words whenever I lost them. It helps everytime.

But today when I woke up and look at my calender, its 24th December again. A day which I will never ever ever forget by all means. A very special day. Because today, dated on almost four years ago, a relationship was started.

I never meant to fall. I saw but not attracted. At that time maybe I did not realize how beautiful HIS creation was. But time determine everything. From a text message, HE blessed me with a feeling. It was special.

It was special. It was a life full of sorrow. Lost the one you loved and never able to smile gaily again. I tried to flourish the life but I fall. I fall in love with you.

But it never lasts longer. I put an end. An end for a better you. And I know, you have become a better person today....

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

r u sure the end is for better of me?? sy cri awk utk sekian lme... smpai satu mse sy rse dh xkuat lg untuk bertahn.. i'm so stupid coz xberusaha utk baiki hubungan ni.. tp, 1 thing yg harus sy terima...





dat thing is...


sy bukn jodoh awk..


wpn, kita ditakdir bercinta, tp xdpt hdup bersama...

sy minta maaf sbb buat awk sgt2 menderita.. it's so hard to see u smile..but please smile!! please... i want to see u smile again...


diz 24 and 12..akn sllu sy kenang selamanya...

Anonymous said...

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